THE GRAY LETTER A Sonic the Hedgehog fanfic by Daniel J. Drazen "I shan't be long, Mrs. Sommersby." "Exactly on time," thought Martha Sommersby as her husband, Alec, took his walking stick in hand and approached the kitchen door. The two of them had been living in what was once the Mobian Royal Compound on the Floating Island for the past nine years. And for most of those years now, every day had been more or less like the one before. Martha would always rise about a half-hour before her husband, then shuffle to the spacious kitchen as fast as her advancing age would allow. By the time she had finished preparing breakfast she would be greeted by Colonel Alec Sommersby, Royal Mobian Army, retired. They would sit down together at a small table, dwarfed by the large fixtures and appliances which accommodated state banquets for hundreds back in the days when the Compound was fully staffed and the Royal Family was in residence. Now the compound was silent. It was that silence that set the tone every morning, Martha thought to herself, as they had breakfast. If Alec ever asked her to pass the salt she would have considered it to be lively conversation. This morning, he had been silent as usual. With breakfast finished, Alec rose from the table. Dressed in the same fatigue outfit that he wore when he was in active service, he would then say the same half-dozen words he said every morning before taking his morning constitutional: three times around the perimeter of the compound, a trip that would usually last an hour. That would give Martha a chance to clear away the dishes and to begin attending to whatever housekeeping was needed that day. Today was no different. She gathered up the plates, walked over to the sink with them in her hand, then waited to hear the sound of the door closing. That was usually her cue to begin running the water in the sink. This morning, though, she didn't hear the door close. Instead she heard Alec speaking. And, what made her prick up her ears and what froze her heart, someone was answering. Setting the dishes on the counter she walked toward the doorway where her husband stood rooted to the spot. She couldn't make out what he was saying, and once she saw the one to whom he was speaking it didn't matter. Standing not twenty feet in front of the doorway was a boy. He appeared to be about ten years old. The clothes he had on a blue cape with a high collar and gold fasteners, a blue tunic and knee-high boots were dirty and torn. They looked as if they'd been through five days of hard travel, or one day in the life of a ten-year-old boy. But this wasn't what caused Martha to catch her breath. Not only were the clothes familiar to her, but the face was as well. She'd seen that face, or ones very much like it, every day for years now, having dusted the portraits of members of the House of Acorn hanging throughout the compound. There could be no mistaking it. He had the same look, he appeared to be the right age, and there was no mistaking the birthmark on his exposed left forearm: a black patch of fur in the shape of a star. Mrs. Sommersby thought she should be happy at this moment; instead, she felt slightly dizzy as if the sun was coming up in the wrong part of the sky. In all the years that she and her husband had been in retirement while serving as caretakers of the Compound, there was always a question in the back of her mind, one that had occurred many times to her husband as well: What had become of Queen Alicia and her infant son, Prince Elias? And now, now here was the long-lost Prince and heir to the Throne of Mobius. Martha didn't know what to say, didn't know what to do. Then she heard Alec pointedly clearing his throat after managing to get down on one knee. He then addressed the boy: "Your Highness." "Your Highness," Martha said as she curtseyed. "Then this IS the Royal Compound?" the boy asked. "Indeed, Your Highness," Alec said as he got to his feet and came to attention. "Colonel Alec Sommersby, late of His Majesty's Royal Guardsmen, at your service!" He brought his heels together with a sharp snap, saluting with one hand while holding his walking stick under his arm as if it were his old military baton. "Uh...hello," the boy said awkwardly, not sure how to return the salute. "Is anyone else here?" "No, Your Highness. Rather a sticky situation back on the home world. No communication in years...." "Oh, for goodness sake, Alec!" Martha said as she swept past her husband. "There's time enough for that! Have you had anything to eat, dear...I mean, Your Highness?" "Not since yesterday, ma'am." "Well, then, breakfast should be the first order of business. This way into the kitchen, Your Highness." "Wherever you're from," Alec observed as the boy walked into the kitchen, "you've learned manners. Very good. Where ARE you from?" "I'm not supposed to tell, Captain." "That's 'Colonel,' Your Highness. And who said you're not supposed to tell?" "The ones who brought me up." "Are you referring to the natives of this place?" "Alec, please," Martha interrupted as she set a glass of juice and two slices of toast in front of Elias. "You can ask him anything you like once he's had something to eat." "Not that they're all that keen on showing themselves, anyway," Alec muttered as Elias quickly polished off the food set in front of him. With quiet efficiency, Martha prepared a bowl of porridge topped with sliced fruit, more toast with several kinds of jams, then she brought out a breakfast relish consisting of chopped nuts and fresh berries. Prince Elias ate everything quickly. Martha shook her head. "They must not have fed him very well," she thought to herself. Finally, Elias slowed down in his eating, and Martha noticed the boy's head begin to fall forward. "Are you all right, Your Highness?" she asked. Elias looked up a her. "I guess I'm a little sleepy." "Colonel," she said as she turned toward Alec, "where shall he sleep?" "Master bedroom, of course. That's what it's there for, after all." "Good thing I aired out that room several days ago." Martha started to say something else, paused, then let whatever it was go unsaid as she dismissed the thought with a wave of her hand. "I'll just be off, then," Alec said as he walked to the door. "I shan't be long, Mrs. Sommersby. Your Highness," he added with a bow. Elias was tiring quickly. He heard little of what Mrs. Sommersby said to him as she conducted him out of the kitchen, down a long corridor, and into a large bedroom. Dominating the room was a large canopied bed, the comforter on top a deep blue. He sat down on the mattress and felt someone pulling the boots off his feet. He guessed that it was still Mrs. Sommersby; he was too tired to open his eyes and look. The next thing he knew, he was sinking into the mattress and feeling the comforter being drawn over him. * * * He was walking, putting one foot in front of the other, not looking where he was, not thinking about it. He didn't know where he was going. He only knew he had to keep going. But now he could go no further. He didn't even have the strength to collapse to the ground. He stopped and leaned his hand against the trunk of a nearby tree. It slowly registered in his mind that this tree felt unusual, not like any tree he knew of. It felt smooth, hard, cold. Very cold. He looked up. With a start he realized that he was no longer leaning against a tree. Instead it was glass: he was surrounded by the glass walls of a giant tube, a tube that seemed to extend upward forever, past the sky. Suddenly he heard and felt liquid surging into the tube from below. The liquid was green, heavy as oil, and it chilled him right through his boots. He tried to move but his feet wouldn't budge. He tried pounding on the glass but it didn't do any good; it didn't even make a sound. The liquid was rising fast now and would be up to his neck in a second. It was so cold he couldn't draw breath. Looking out through the glass of the tube he saw several shadowy beings gathered around, their faces strangely glowing. It seemed that they were waiting with anticipation. They were waiting for him to drown. Then, despite the cold and the wet and the panic that had been building inside him, he managed to draw breath and let out a scream. "Your Highness!" Elias opened his eyes. The first thing he saw was the face of Mrs. Sommersby, eyes wide, biting her lower lip. Then the rest of the room started coming into focus: the elegant furniture, the paneling on the walls, all of it wood and all of it apparently hand-carved by masters at the craft. Just then there was an explosion of light. Someone had drawn aside one of the curtains that covered the windows. Outside was a green and peaceful world bathed in sunlight. Elias squinted. "Are you all right, Your Highness?" Mrs. Sommersby asked. "Course he's all right," her husband replied. He was now dressed in what he considered to be his everyday clothes: a blue double-breasted coat and trousers, white shirt, red necktie. This was the "service dress" uniform of a Mobian officer, a guardsman. His sleeve rank insignia was the faintest of memories, the outline barely visible from where the stitching had been removed. On the jacket he wore a gold-colored medal on a bright yellow ribbon. Epaulets fringed with gold braid sat on his shoulders. "The lad was near exhaustion when he came here, but I dare say that a good rest has set him right." "What time...?" Elias started to ask Mrs. Sommersby. "Almost midday, Your Highness. Are you quite sure you're all right?" With concern in her eyes, Martha reached out toward the boy, as if to smooth down his headfur. "We'll have none of THAT, Mrs. Sommersby!" Alec said with such an edge in his voice that Martha gasped. She looked as if she was about to say something to her husband, then checked herself. "I ... I'd like to look around the place, if you don't mind," Elias said as he slid out of the bed which was far too soft for him, anyway. "Of course, Your Highness," the Colonel replied. "If you'll just wait out in the corridor I won't be a minute." Colonel Sommersby led him to the massive doors of the bedroom, then closed them behind him once he was outside. Instantly, Elias pressed his ear to the door. It didn't help much. He was only able to catch phrases, parts of sentences, spoken in a tone that saddened him: "...know your place, woman ... no sense of decorum...." "...he's still only a boy, Alec...." "...know full well what he is..." "...a perfectly good bed in...." "...out of the question! And I forbid you to...." Elias pulled himself away from the door. He looked down the corridor and wondered whether he hadn't simply traded one large, empty prison for another. * * * The Royal Compound on the Floating Island was laid out in the form of an open square. Starting at the main entrance with its spacious atrium, the King's Parlor was the square's southeast corner. Here the King of Mobius held court, received visitors, and conducted state business while in residence. Colonel Sommersby pointed out portraits of past monarchs and rattled off the dates of their reigns as Elias focused on other things in the room: old arms and armor arranged decoratively along the wall, and a number of banners suspended from the gilded ceiling. "What's that thin one?" he asked the Colonel, pointing to a forest green pennant embroidered in gold with an acorn. "Ah, yes. That's the Banner of Residency. It's flown just below the Mobian flag when the monarch is in residence. Or it should be, anyway. Flagpole's broken. Have to remember to see to that now." At the southwest corner was the Ballroom, lined with gilded mirrors and with a dozen chandeliers suspended from the ornate ceiling. It wasn't a large ballroom by some standards, but the western corridor that continued north off the ballroom could be opened up to allow for a greater number of guests. Off this corridor, doors opened out into the courtyard in the center of the compound. At one time it had been a formal garden; now it was a well-manicured lawn. "Better that way, actually," the Colonel observed. "Mrs. Sommersby and I can't tend a garden the way we used to." The corridor that ran along the north side of the building was anchored by the kitchen at the northwest corner, the Royal Bedroom at the center, and the Dining Room at the northeast corner. The Dining Room was all but closed off, its furniture stored in a corner and covered with bed sheets. The rest of the north corridor was taken up by servant's and guest quarters. Elias noted that the Colonel did not hesitate to tell him which room belonged to him and his wife, but the Colonel said nothing at all as they passed the room next to it. Elias quickly slipped back behind the Colonel and tried the knob. Locked. He made a note of the door and caught up with the Colonel, who was still talking about the history of the place. Along the eastern corridor off the King's Parlor was a suite of offices for whatever officials and retainers the royal family might need. It was among these offices that the Communications Room was located. It held a bank of impressive-looking equipment with many lights, dials, buttons and screens, but Elias seemed pointedly unimpressed by the technological array and asked simply "Does it work?" "Well, yes, I suppose it does, but...." "Can you contact Mobius with it?" The Colonel said nothing. "I asked you if you can contact Mobius!" "Your Highness ... that ... would not be ... advisable." "And why not?" Again, silence. "Colonel, if I AM the Prince I can order you to contact Mobius, can't I?" "Begging your pardon, Your Highness, but what do you know of Mobius?" "Almost nothing! That's why I want to find out!" The Colonel's eyes widened. "You mean you know nothing of the Great War? And what happened after?" Silence hung in the air. Elias walked out of the room and into the hallway. He sat in one of the chairs against the opposite wall, and spent several seconds studying the toe of one of his boots. The Colonel stood just in front of him, his hands behind his back. "I know about the War," Elias told the Colonel, his eyes cast down, "but they ... but I never really learned what came after, not in any way that made sense." "Awkward business, this. Very awkward. Still, I'll tell you what I know. "Mrs. Sommersby and I were in residence here when the War ended. Sort of in retirement even then, you might say, looking after the place. When we'd heard that the fighting was over we fully expected the Royal Family to contact us with the news. We left the receiver on so that we could hear. "Next thing we know, some blighter calling himself 'Dr. Robotnik' is all over the airwaves saying that he'd taken over the government and everyone was to surrender to him to be 'roboticized,' whatever THAT meant. Never heard such blather in all my life! What really bothered me was that he'd managed a fair imitation of War Minister Julian, which took a lot of cheek if you ask me. Then everything simply went dead. That was ... let me see ... that was in 3224, just about three years ago. I turn on the receiver from time to time, but so far I've heard nothing." "You probably shouldn't do that," Elias said quietly. "I understand now." "Understand what?" "The ... the ones who looked after me ... they tried teaching me history but the way they taught it, it was all a muddle. Or maybe I didn't want to believe it. But this Robotnik WAS War Minister Julian. He ... he betrayed Mobius. He betrayed my father. I ... they never told me what happened to the king." Elias had never looked up the entire time he had spoken. Colonel Sommersby paced toward a window. He stared out, muttering: "Didn't want to say anything ... King's choice to take him in and all ... Brilliant mind, for an Overlander ... but of all the foul, black-hearted...!" He turned to Elias. "And just what in thunder is this 'roboticizing' nonsense?" "It's not nonsense, Colonel. Dr. Robotnik has come up with a means of, well, of turning Mobians into robots, answerable only to him. They're his workers now, his slaves." "Staggers the imagination," the Colonel said softly. "And he's taken over all of Mobius?" "That's what they told me. Guess I'm not Prince of much of anything, am I?" "Nonsense, Your Highness! You're ... you're the sole surviving heir. Has to count for something!" "But for what?" The Prince's question remained unanswered as they heard Mrs. Sommersby walking down the corridor toward them. "It's time for tea, Colonel," she said quietly. Alec nodded, and the three of them walked to the kitchen. There, the conversation continued with many pauses as Alec told his wife what he had learned from the Prince. "Then," she said after another long pause, "then the Great War ... it was all for nothing, wasn't it?" "It most certainly was NOT, Mrs. Sommersby! Duty, defense of the realm, never for nothing!" "But what's to become of the boy?" "The 'boy' is heir to the throne of Mobius, and starting tomorrow he'll be learning just what that means." Elias looked at the two old Mobians discussing his fate as if he wasn't even sitting at the same table with them. "Some things don't change," he thought to himself. * * * Several days later, Elias sat back in his chair at the kitchen table. He was already tired of the new arrangement. The Colonel had decided that Elias desperately needed to be educated in Mobian history and government. He had pulled together as many books on the subject as he could find in the compound. He was not, however, the best teacher for that subject or any other one. He gave Elias his assignments and expected them to be carried out. His wife tried a few times to intercede for Elias, noting that Elias was still just a boy and not a raw recruit to be ordered about on a parade ground. The Colonel would mutter something as if he understood what she was saying, but he seemed incapable of altering his military manner. After two days, Mrs. Sommersby simply gave up. Now Elias's day had become routine. He was awoken at a set time and was expected to be at the breakfast table at a set time. Then there were set times for lessons in the morning and afternoon. It was worse after supper, for the Colonel seemed at a loss to think of anything for Elias to do. Wandering the compound had gotten very old very fast. For Elias, it felt like more of the same. When he had left Haven after having been sworn to secrecy about the place, it was with no regrets. It had been the only life he had known, the only life he could remember clearly, but from his earliest memories he had hated living there. True, he had been fed and clothed and cared for by the echidnas living there, but there was something unsettling as to HOW they went about it. His days in Haven began when the overhead light in his windowless room was switched on. Squinting, he would look around the room with its bare metal walls. As usual, there was nobody in there with him. Before Elias had learned how to dress himself, one of the echidnas would help him. His name was Sojourner, and he was practically the only echidna who had anything to do with him. Elias remembered being fascinated by the odd metal plate that seemed to be permanently attached to his forehead. But for the first few years, that didn't matter. It was enough that there was someone among the echidnas, who referred to themselves as The Brotherhood, who was willing to listen to him if he felt like talking about anything. And Sojourner was also the only one willing to engage the child in conversation. That all changed as Elias got older. With each new task he learned, the members of the Brotherhood put more distance between themselves and the boy. Finally, it got to the point where it seemed that they were actually avoiding contact with Elias as far as they possibly could. Aside from their attempts at schooling him they seemed to expect him to feed and clothe himself. There were days when the only time Elias saw any of the echidnas was when he'd happen to look up and catch a glimpse of one of them watching him through a heavy glass window. In some ways, that suited Elias just fine. He had always been more than a little frightened by some of them: Tobor with his eyes permanently hidden behind his visor, Spectre with his red eyes glowing in the shadow of his helmet, Sabre who only seemed to know how to scowl from behind his monocle. On the other hand, Elias had never been intimidated by Thunderhawk's appearance, because there was something silly about the way he looked; it was as if he had become stuck halfway while turning from an echidna into some kind of bird. The one member of the Brotherhood he couldn't figure out was Locke. Locke was the youngest of the group, or so Sojourner had once told him, but he still looked prematurely old. And he, too, left the young prince alone more often than not. Yet there were times when he'd catch a glimpse of Locke staring at him in a way that the others never did. There was something sad and hungry about the look in Locke's eyes. That was the only way Elias could describe it to himself. He sensed that there was a part of Locke that wanted to be a friend, at the very least, but there was another part always pulling him away from the boy. It seemed to Elias that Locke was like someone caught between two doors, unable to move forward and unable to move back. Soon enough, the only time Elias saw any of the echidnas was when he had to take his lessons. They were hard enough, and seemed to have been planned with a much more intelligent pupil in mind. On more than one occasion Elias or one of the other members of the Brotherhood acting as his teacher would give up in frustration. And when the lessons, which were mostly about science, were finally learned, newer and harder subjects were introduced and the maddening process started all over again. Nobody seemed to enjoy any of it. Elias only felt at ease was when he was alone in his room reading his books. Sojourner had given some books to the boy. They were old books, with dry paper that snapped when the corner was bent. Some had pictures, but most didn't. That didn't matter, because Elias could see what was happening in the books clearly enough, in his imagination. The books must have belonged to Sojourner, for they were almost all about traveling to distant places, to other lands and even other worlds. Sometimes they would be about Mobians, which Elias had been taught was where he had come from. At the moment, Elias wished that he had one of those old books as he sat alone in the kitchen, deciding that he could never learn all the names of all the kings and queens of Mobius as the Colonel had expected. He had read for two hours, and the only thing that had happened was that the words on the pages of the books had become meaningless blots of ink on paper. Maybe it was fatigue, maybe it was the overcast weather outside, but Elias rubbed his eyes and just wanted to give up. Nobody else was in the kitchen with him. Mrs. Sommersby was in the King's Parlor, cleaning the chandeliers. That job took hours. Elias could hear the metallic echo of Colonel Sommersby's voice as it came through the ventilation system. He was muttering to himself as he worked on the boiler, and Elias guessed that that would take all day as well. Worn out from his reading, he walked out of the kitchen and headed for the Royal Bedroom. As he slowly walked down the hallway, he passed some of the doors, giving each one a half- hearted pounding with his fist. The doors stoutly resisted his attempt at an assault. Except for one door, which moved. Elias looked around, then at the door. He realized, with a start, that this was the door to the room that Colonel Sommersby had passed by without explanation on his first day. He had tried that door several times since then, but it hadn't budged. Until now. Elias quickly looked up and down the broad hallway. He pushed against the door, very slightly. It moved inward very slightly. He bit his lower lip. He might not ever get another chance. He pushed at the door. It opened and he quickly slipped inside, closing the door behind him. It took a few moments for Elias to adjust to the darkness of the room. He didn't dare turn on a light or open the shade that almost completely covered the window. He'd be found out for sure. He looked around. What he saw in the gloom was what appeared to be a bedroom. The furniture was simple enough: a bed, a chest of drawers, a night stand, a chair and desk by the window. Yet there were other shapes as well, shapes of things on top of the chest and the desk, as well as on the wall. He stood still, letting his eyes adjust to the little bit of light that filtered in through the closed shade. After many seconds he had to admit that it simply wasn't enough to make things out in the room clearly, though he could read their shapes well enough. He started looking around. The walls were crowded with what appeared to be pictures, some in frames behind glass and some apparently tacked up. Yet these squares and rectangles weren't all. Elias's attention was riveted by something close by. It was long, slender, and hung horizontally on the wall. Even in the dim light, Elias knew that it was a sword. There were plenty of swords on display in the King's Parlor: swords with sheaths of finely detailed metalwork and with elaborate handles, sabers with baskets of intertwining strands of metal that looked like a nest of snakes, large naked swords so big they must have needed two hands to wield them. All were kept free of dust by Mrs. Sommersby, all seemed to have some kind of history, and all were mounted just out of Elias's reach. The Colonel had told him, when he had first been shown the Parlor, that the swords and other weapons of Mobius's ancient history, were not to be touched. But this sword, which appeared to have a kind of ceremonial sash attached to the sheath, was only just out of his reach, hanging on the wall near the dresser. One step over and he could touch it, perhaps lift it, hold it, take hold of the handle and ease it out of its sheath... The temptation was too great. Elias moved a step closed to the wall, to the prize. But just as he did so, there was a sound like a bell ringing sharply and something brushed the tip of his left ear. Startled in mid-step, Elias lost his balance and fell to the floor in a heap. It felt to him that he'd made enough noise to give his position away even to the Brotherhood. Holding his breath and feeling his heart beating madly, he paused. The bell-like sound, he then realized, was now followed by the sound of the Colonel muttering, a sound both amplified and muffled. He'd apparently dropped some tool and the noise had been carried by the ventilation system. Looking up, Elias saw something swinging above his head. From the outline it looked like the underside of an old hover unit, only much smaller. It was only a model, suspended from the ceiling on slender strings. Still fearful of being discovered, Elias slowly got to his feet. He straightened out the oval throw rug on which he had landed as best he could in the dark. Then he turned the handle and opened the door a crack. It made no sound as it opened. Taking a chance, he looked out into the hallway. It was empty. He quickly stepped out of the room, closing the door behind him with as little noise as possible. Then, his heart still pounding, he started walking down the hall, away from the kitchen where he could hear Mrs. Sommersby working, and toward the Royal Bedroom. Elias tried to regulate his breathing, but he found it difficult. He was being pulled by two strong feelings he wasn't used to: exhilaration and anger. Up until now, his life at the Compound had been ordered, routine, and dull. The Colonel seemed to prefer things that way. Now, having entered the forbidden room and made it out again, Elias could feel a kind of energy roll through his insides like a wave. He had transgressed, he had risked discovery, he had braved unknown consequences, and now he imagined that this is what it must feel like when one has climbed a high mountain and can see the whole world below and only sky above. Yet at the same time he found himself wrestling with anger. It was anger directed not at the Sommersbys but at himself. The locked room was no longer just a room. It was a mystery, one that demanded a solution. Yet even as he had carefully closed the door and heard the satisfying click of the latch, Elias hated himself for having left in fear, the room's mysteries unsolved. Throwing himself down on his bed, he tried to sort out what he'd seen. It wasn't much. He knew that the bed was large enough for a grown-up, though it was nowhere near as large as the one in the Royal Bedroom. The chest of drawers was full-size as well, but he remembered that the desk was smaller, almost a perfect fit for himself. And the model that had brushed against his ear was hung too low for that to be the room of a grown-up. It was hung to accommodate someone his own size. Another boy. But what would a boy do with a grown-up's sword? These facts and questions swarmed through Elias's head as he lay there, not able to make sense of them. He tried dismissing these fly-like concerns as he heard Mrs. Sommersby's footsteps coming down the hall. His questions would have to wait. As it turned out, the questions continued to plague him through dinner, which really didn't matter; the Sommersbys didn't communicate between themselves that evening, which was normal, and Mrs. Sommersby's attempt to draw out of Elias an account of how he'd spent his afternoon was soon abandoned in the face of his resistance. What could he tell her: that he'd managed to enter the forbidden room and that even after being in there in the dark for a couple of minutes its mysteries were nagging at him so much that they were tearing holes in his heart? The two old people barely seemed to acknowledge the room's existence. Reluctantly, as he pushed a small amount of food back and forth across his plate with his fork, Elias had to concede that he had lost his chance for the day. He could only hope that he would get another chance, and he hoped that it would be soon. * * * It continued raining for the next two days. It was a steady, depressing rain where the sky was a uniform shade of gray. That meant there's be no let-up for some time. And, typically on such days, those dwelling in the Royal Compound began to get on each other's nerves. Of course the Colonel wasn't about to let anything like a steady rain prevent him from taking his morning constitutional. Mrs. Sommersby would make a fuss about his going out in such weather, even though Elias knew she could do nothing to prevent him. But on that second day, instead of only half-hearing his wife berate him for going out and risking pneumonia because of "some silly habit," he turned round to face her. "I am NOT ...." he began to shout in a voice that alarmed both Elias and Mrs. Sommersby, before he collected himself, opened the kitchen door and stormed out of the house in a bad temper. Mrs. Sommersby suggested that Elias do his studies in the King's Parlor that day. Elias was in no mood to argue. He went to the Royal Bedroom to collect the books he had left there the night before. As he walk, he paused in front of the room. Looking back over his shoulder toward the kitchen, he could hear the clatter of dishes in the sink as Mrs. Sommersby washed them. He wondered. No. Mrs. Sommersby did her morning housekeeping in the rooms in this corridor. Besides, what if he were in the room when the Colonel came back from his walk? Their own bedroom was just next door. Better to wait until afternoon. Elias spent the morning fighting to stay awake as he read one of the books the Colonel had taken from the King's Parlor. It was a very scholarly work about the socio-political factors which had led up to the Great War. The words washed over Elias like waves trying to drown him. He tried to follow what was written but knew before the end of the first chapter that it was hopeless. So he settled in and just flipped through the pages, looking for places where the Colonel would have made notes in the margin. There were quite a few of these. Next to one paragraph the Colonel had written the words "Utter rot!" Well, Elias thought, at least SOMEBODY wasn't bored to tears by reading this! At lunch, Mrs. Sommersby made more of a fuss than usual over the Colonel. She was convinced that the way he cleared his throat at the table several times was the sign of an oncoming cold. The Colonel refused to believe her. Neither did Elias; he hadn't known the Colonel to be sick in all the time since his arrival at the compound, but he didn't say anything about it. After lunch, the Colonel announced his intention to "take care of a few matters" in the King's Parlor that afternoon. Elias knew what that meant: the Colonel would end up napping on one of the ornate sofas in that room. Retreating to his bedroom, Elias waited. He looked through the Colonel's marginal notes in the Great War book again, then setting it down on an end table next to the bed he slipped out into the hallway and headed toward the room next to the Sommersby's. Putting his hand on the doorknob, he pushed slightly. Elias caught his breath as the door started to move. It was open again. Pulling the door back slightly, not enough that it would lock again, Elias walked toward the East Wing which led to the King's Parlor. It was a strain because as much as he wanted to run he didn't want to give anything away in case the Colonel saw him. He didn't have to worry. Halfway down the corridor he could hear the Colonel's snoring coming from the Parlor. Turning back and again walking instead of running, he reached the door. He took a deep breath, opened the door, slipped inside and closed it again. This time Elias knew better than to try and move about the room before his eyes had had a chance to adjust. They were the same shadows he had remembered from last time, the same pieces of furniture. After a minute, he felt confident enough to move about and take stock of his surroundings. The bed was made so well it appeared as if it had never been slept in. The dresser and desk were simple, wooden pieces if furniture , whereas the furniture he had seen in the other rooms of the compound was gaudy and large enough to be used by an entire family. As much as he wanted to try taking down the sword again, he resisted the urge. It was just too risky. Instead, he gingerly walked around the bed to face what appeared to be the door to a closet. He carefully opened it. Nothing fell out on top of him. Just in front of him was an unusual row of footwear -- three pairs, all of different sizes. The first pair was no larger than those that might fit on a baby, while a pair of dress boots polished to a high shine stood at the other end. In the center was a pair of extremely-worn sneakers, so bad that they appeared ready to fall apart. All faced toes- forward toward Elias. Of all the shoes in the line he was most drawn to the sneakers. He picked one up to look at in the diffused light coming into the room. On the back of one of them, someone had written the name "JACK" in block letters. "Is this Jack's room?" Elias wondered as he replaced the shoes. "And who IS Jack, anyway?" Closing the closet door, he looked around. He then noticed a large book of some sort on top of the dresser. The cover was large and square. There were no words on it of any kind. Elias didn't know why this should interest him, but it did. Carefully picking it up, he took it over to the desk by the window, where he was closer to some kind of light. Carefully moving the chair so that it wouldn't make any noise, he sat down and opened the book. Elias discovered that it wasn't an ordinary book. It was an album. The first page was taken up by two items. One was an official-looking certificate documenting the birth of someone named Clive Alexander Sommersby, son of Alec and Martha Sommersby. The other was a picture of a young bulldog couple, a pretty woman with dark hair and a rather dashing young man wearing a military uniform. They were looking with happiness and pride at something small, wrapped in blankets which the woman held in her arms: a baby. "That has to be Clive," Elias thought. "And are those the Sommersbys?" He couldn't bring himself to believe that the old, careworn couple looking after the Royal Compound had ever been so young, so alive, so ... happy! The subject of birth and babies was an especially uncomfortable one back in Haven. Elias recalled asking the age- old question of where babies came from several times of the various members of the Brotherhood. None of them were very helpful; the most they would do would be to direct him to access some data file or other on the subject. And on more than one occasion the question resulted in his being hustled into his bedroom while some or all of the Brotherhood would argue about something for several hours at a time, and there would still be such bad feelings between them in the morning that Elias thought it better not to talk to any of them. But Elias sensed none of this as he looked at the picture of the young Sommersby's. He turned the page. The next few pages were devoted to pictures of the infant Clive, only after the second page the captions that were hand- written next to or below each picture referred to him as "Jack." A note in the Colonel's handwriting appeared next to one picture: "Can't see him being called 'Clive' all his life. Wouldn't be merciful." Elias didn't quite understand what it meant, but at least one mystery was solved: "Jack" was what the Sommersbys called their son. "Good thing, too," Elias thought, "Who'd want to go through life with a name like 'Clive'?" He turned the pages, and watched as Jack went through the usual stages of development. Elias had learned something about this from the data files in Haven, but like everything else he'd learned about it as if the subject were at arm's length or behind one of Haven's panes of glass. Now there was an actual person whose life he was following. It seemed different, and not at all boring. By Jack's third birthday, Elias could see some subtle changes in the Sommersbys. The Colonel appeared to be rising through the ranks; the uniforms he wore now were fancier than they had been. Still, there was always something young and vibrant in that bulldog face of his, something that came out especially when he was with Jack. Elias turned the page, then stopped. One page was taken up by a drawing done in crayon and taped in place. It was a wild, childish splash of color and indistinct figures that could be trees or people or flowers or anything. And across the bottom, printed in a way that gave the impression of practice rather than proficiency, were the words: "I LOVE YOU, NANA." * * * It was one more day in Haven. Elias must have been about 4 years old or so, he couldn't remember clearly. What he could remember was his being seated at a console and looking through a graphics data file, pressing the button that advanced one visual image after another. He could also remember that Tobor was in the room with him, looking from a handheld device of some kind to some displays on the wall and paying as little attention to Elias as possible. "Who are they?" Elias asked. Tobor didn't even look in his direction. "What does it look like?" "Uh ... two streaking pashas?" "That's probably what it is, then." "But is that one the mommy and the other one the baby?" Tobor glanced at the screen. It was hard to tell whether he saw anything through his goggles. "Maybe." There was silence. Then, "Do I have a mommy?" "Of course you do, you little ...." He could have gone on, but stopped, hoping Elias would do the same. "Is she here?" "Who?" "My mommy!" "In a manner of speaking." "Can I see her?" "No." "I want to see her!" "I said 'No'!" "WHERE'S MY MOMMY?" By now the two of them were shouting at each other. But Tobor's reply to this statement was to walk over to Elias, seize him by one ear, practically drag him out of his seat, and lead him down the hall while he cried out from the pain. They stopped in front of a large door to a room Elias had never been to before. Tobor opened the door. He then more or less shoved Elias inside so that he bounced off something in front of him, something large and glowing green, then fell to the floor. "There's your mother, boy!" Tobor didn't say the words so much as he spat them out. Then he closed the door. In front of Elias was a large clear pipe or tube. He couldn't tell what it was exactly because there was no real light in the room. A greenish light, however, shone from the top and bottom, illuminating the fluid inside. And there was something else inside as well. It was a person, with long hair moving in the liquid and with eyes closed, the kind of eyes that suggested not sleep so much as a kind of death. Elias looked at what was in front of him for a second. In his mind, he knew exactly what he was seeing. "MOMMY!!" Elias leaped up and, tears streaming down his face, began beating on the side of the tube as if to smash it and release its contents. How long he pounded on the tube between sobs he didn't know. It seemed like an eternity, and yet there was no movement inside the tube, no sign of life. Elias was only dimly aware of Sojourner entering the room, taking hold of Elias's upper arms, and carrying him out while he thrashed and kicked and screamed and cried. He was more or less dumped back in his room where he pounded against the closed door until, exhausted and whimpering like a cub, he fell asleep on the floor. The next day Thunderhawk came into his room and spoke with Elias. Elias didn't listen to what was said, however, for his heart was far away in a dark place. He could only sit and let Thunderhawk's words wash over him like a cold surf that would drown him. He just sat there, and he was still sitting there as somewhere nearby the Brotherhood had the worst argument he had ever heard from them. It was so bad that Elias didn't even realize he was hungry until late the following day. This was the memory that had washed over Elias as he looked at the crayon scrawl in front of him. Because as crude as it was, it was still a message from one heart to another. Jack had drawn something to tell "Nana" that he loved her, as Elias wished hard that he could tell his mother that he loved her. And even though he eventually came to understand his mother's condition and her being in suspended animation, the longing in his heart had never gone away. And it still hurt terribly. Elias wanted very much to cry at that moment, but he knew that if he did the Colonel or Mrs. Sommersby would hear. He took a minute to quiet his breathing and dry his eyes on his jacket sleeve, then went back to looking at the album. Across the page from the drawing was a single picture of Jack on the lap of an elderly woman. Her wrinkled bulldog expression was dour but Elias thought her eyes were kind. Underneath, in Mrs. Sommersby's handwriting, were the words: "Nana's last visit," followed by a date. Elias had a sinking feeling that he knew what "Nana's last visit" meant. The next few pages were less somber. There were many pictures of Jack outside in all weather: sun, rain, snow. He was almost always active, practically a blur in some pictures. Elias started to envy Jack's freedom to be under the sun and outside, a pleasure the Brotherhood never allowed him. Most of the writing on these pages were the names of places: "Foxborough Park" was a name that was written more than once, as was "Clovis Garden." There was also a picture of Jack and the Colonel standing near the edge of a cliff, with a spectacular canyon just in the background that seemed nearly bottomless. Under this picture the Colonel had written: "Mother hated taking this picture; her fear of falling." Elias paused. Mrs. Sommersby was afraid of heights? He'd never known that. Then again, the Compound only had one storey. Jack's school years followed. There was a picture of him in a uniform of some kind; he looked miserable wearing it. Other pictures showed him in more normal clothes; Elias guessed that these were taken after school. In one of them, Jack was positively beaming as he stood surrounded by a half-dozen other boys. Jack's left leg, from his hip to his ankle, was in a huge cast of some kind, covered with writing. There was no indication as to what had happened, only the Colonel's cryptic caption: "At least Jack now knows who his real friends are." It continued on, page after page, year after year, Elias hungrily following Jack's life as it unfolded. All too soon he was older than Elias, a teenager. He was starting to look handsome in a bulldog sort of way. Much of what Elias saw he didn't quite understand. One picture in particular caught his attention: Jack smiling broadly, standing next to a very pretty girl about the same age. But there appeared to be something wrong with the picture itself. At first Elias thought it was a trick of the light. Then he realized that the picture had been crumpled up, then smoothed out again to be pasted in the album. Again, the only clue to what it meant was written by the Colonel: "Seems Mother was right about that girl all along." Now Jack was finished with school and was pictured wearing the uniform of a cadet, much like the one he had seen in one of the books in the King's library. It seemed to Elias that Jack didn't smile as broadly in that photo as he had in others. There was a look in his eyes, a look of fear. The pictures on the facing page were again taken out of doors, and were all of Jack with his father. They were together yet alone, and they appeared to be talking, seemingly unaware of whoever was taking the pictures. Elias ached to know what was passing between them. It looked serious. All too soon, he came across a picture of the Colonel and Jack, who according to the caption handwritten by the Colonel had just graduated from the Royal Military Academy. Jack was holding a rolled-up piece of paper in one hand, and the sword Elias had seen on the wall hung at his side. He looked so much like the Colonel had when he was younger that Elias could hardly believe it. The two stood shoulder to shoulder, both beaming with pride and happiness. Elias turned the page. The page was blank. He turned the page again. It was also blank. He turned a few more pages. He stopped when he saw the envelope. On every other page the pictures and drawing and mementoes had been arranged carefully, almost artistically. This envelope, however, had simply been tossed between two blank pages as if to be forgotten. Elias carefully opened the flap on the envelope and took out the letter inside. The paper was heavy and gray. The seal on the letterhead meant that it was from some place important. Elias read the words which began with "It is with deep regret that we must inform you...." "You found it." With a start, Elias turned around. He had been sitting all this time with his back to the door, and had become so engrossed with the contents of the album that he hadn't heard Mrs. Sommersby open the door. She was standing in the doorway, her face showing not disapproval but sadness. "You found his gray letter," she said as she closed the door behind her, crossed to Elias, gently took the letter out of his hands, folded it, and put it back in the envelope. "I don't know when they began sending these letters on gray stationery. The Colonel might know. It's some sort of tradition." She was speaking quietly, but not speaking to Elias, or even to herself. It seemed to Elias that she was talking simply to avoid the silence. "Military men do love their traditions." She inserted the envelope between the two blank pages open before Elias and closed the album. Elias expected her to put it back on the dresser. Instead, she sat down on the edge of the bed, holding the album flat on her lap. She looked ahead, at nothing in particular. A hundred questions raced through Elias's mind, but all he could think to ask was something he regretted almost immediately: "Did he die in the Great War?" "No, Your Highness," she said softly. There was a pattering sound. Only now was Elias aware that it had started raining again. "He never saw action in the War. He died in the Great Forest. "After receiving his commission, he was assigned to a platoon. They went out on night maneuvers shortly after he arrived. Jack was the junior officer; he took his orders from a captain. "The captain ordered them to ford the Great River in the dark of night, as part of a training exercise. They were all wearing full pack. One of the men in the platoon wrote to us later and said that Jack and some of the others had their doubts about the order. The captain replied that he'd forded the river himself a mile above that point and that the current was not swift nor the river deep. There was still some reluctance, but in the end the obeyed the order, with the captain leading the way. "When they were about halfway across, Jack, the captain, and two other platoon-members disappeared under the water. Seems the captain didn't know that a stream that joined the Great River below where he had forded made it swifter and deeper than he had thought. According to the letter, Jack managed to get the captain to shore, then he took off his field gear and went after his platoon mates. He rescued one other before ... He was found an hour later, his ankle caught tight in the roots of a submerged tree. It was ruled to be an accident." Elias had been looking at Mrs. Sommersby as she told the story. Halfway through, he lowered his gaze, unable to keep watching her. Now, in the long silence that followed her story, he looked up as he heard a tap of come kind. Looking around, he couldn't tell where it had come from. Then there was another tap. He looked in Mrs. Sommersby's direction. She was still sitting on the edge of the bed, upright and proper. Then Elias realized that her lip was trembling, and he watched a third tear run down her face and fall onto the cover of the album where it made a soft tapping sound. Mrs. Sommersby took a deep breath and tried to sound as if she were making conversation, but her voice still came out trembling and broken: "It was all rather pointless, actually." Mrs. Sommersby then stood up. Using the apron she was wearing, she dried the cover of the album. Not her eyes, Elias noted; she didn't dry her eyes. She then put it back on the dresser, opened the door to the room, and Elias slipped out into the hallway with Mrs. Sommersby following him and locking the door. "I must start fixing supper," she said, again talking neither to Elias nor to herself. "I ... I don't even know what to prepare ... something with onions, I should think ... so I won't have to explain these eyes to the Colonel...." Her voice started to break, and she turned and walked back toward the kitchen. Elias watched as the door closed behind her. Then he wandered into the Royal Bedroom and slumped into a window seat. Leaning his head against a pane of glass, he watched raindrops explode and chase each other down the outside. It all made sense now terrible, sad sense. It wasn't just duty that kept these old people here. It was pain, the pain of losing their son, their only son since there were no brothers or sisters to be seen in the album. And while they had said nothing to Elias about their son, yet they kept a room for him, almost a shrine, for a son who would never return. They were on the Floating Island instead of Mobius because they had fled to this place, running from their pain, yet they had taken it with them. Elias also understood the Colonel's discomfort whenever he was around. He wondered how much his presence reminded the Colonel of his son; it certainly explained why he didn't seem interested in spending any more time with Elias than necessary, and why he insisted on treating the boy so formally. Elias had grown to hate that, and he wanted it to change. But how? That evening, Mrs. Sommersby said nothing about Elias being in Jack's room. Elias, in fact, had told Mrs. Sommersby, about an hour after she had let him out of Jack's room and locked it again, that he wasn't hungry and was going to bed early. Aside from the Colonel expressing a formal interest in Elias's health, as well as commenting that Mrs. Sommersby had been too liberal by half with her use of onions in that evening's meal, he said nothing. The following morning dawned clear and slightly cool. When the Colonel came into the kitchen for breakfast, he saw that there was no place set for Elias. "Is His Highness still sick?" "No, Alec. In fact, he insisted on having breakfast earlier, before you woke up. And after breakfast he left the table and didn't tell me where he was going." "I can't say I approve of that," the Colonel said, with his mouth full of toast. "Better that things be done in order." He didn't speak again until he'd finished eating, risen from the table and, with his stick in hand, started to open the door to the outside: "I shan't be long, Mrs. Sommersby." Mrs. Sommersby, standing at the sink, waited for the door to close. And waited. It didn't happen. Turning, she saw Alec standing just outside the door. And standing a few feet from him, in about the same place as the day he arrived, was Prince Elias. "Your Highness?" the Colonel asked. "I'd like to accompany you on your walk, Colonel. If I may," he added quickly as he saw the Colonel's brow furrow. The Colonel was at a loss for words for a few seconds, then squared his shoulders. "I shan't slacken my pace for your benefit," he said gruffly. "I wouldn't expect you to, Colonel." With that, the Colonel strode off at a quick march, with Elias doing his best to keep up. Martha could only shake her head as she saw them walk off, then she closed the door and returned to the sink. The Colonel returned to the house a few minutes ahead of his usual time, with Elias panting heavily but still not far behind him. At the end of the path, the Colonel stopped and leaned forward with his hands on his knees, breathing deeply. When he had sufficiently recovered, he walked back into the Compound without a word to Elias. This kept up for three more days. Elias thought that the Colonel wasn't just running away from him; he was, in fact, seeing what Elias was made of. And Elias was determined to show him. As it turned out, it was the fifth day that found the Colonel and Elias returning at the Colonel's usual time. This time, they walked side by side. When Mrs. Sommersby asked her husband if anything had happened on their walk, he said nothing. Elias simply explained: "We talked." * * * "Did you mean for me to go in?" Elias asked Mrs. Sommersby one morning several weeks later as he sat at the kitchen table finishing his homework. "I knew you'd want to find out what was in there. I suppose all boys are as curious as ... as Jack was when he was your age." "Who was 'Nana'?" "My mother, Jack's grandmother." "Was that her name?" "No. It's just what he called her." "Oh." Then he closed the book in front of him. "Mrs. Sommersby, may I call you Nana?" Martha was startled by the question. Her eyes widened and she put one hand to her chest as if she had a pain in her heart. Then, a few seconds later, she managed a smile. "I think I'd like that, Your Highness." There was no question of his being as familiar with the Colonel. Elias was careful to refer to Mrs. Sommersby as "Nana" only when the Colonel was out of the room. He would have to find another way to get past the Colonel's stiff propriety. Then came the day the Colonel decided to deal with the flagpole. One morning after returning from his walk and changing clothes, the Colonel appeared with a shovel in one hand and a saw in the other. He announced to Martha and Elias that he was going to attempt to repair and reset the flagpole, which had stood in front of the Compound until a powerful wind had blown it down, snapping it at the base. "Colonel," Martha protested, "that's too much of a job for just one." "Doesn't matter. The thing has to be done, and better sooner than later." "I'm helping you!" Elias announced as he stepped toward the Colonel. "Out of the question, Your Highness. Work of this kind...." "I'm helping you," he repeated, in a tone of voice that said he was in no mood to hear anything else on the subject. "Unheard of!" the Colonel muttered, "an heir to the throne of Mobius doing ... but I suppose it couldn't hurt you to watch and learn." Elias was prepared to do far more than just watch and learn. When it became clear that the Colonel was nearing the end of his strength, Elias simply stepped in and took over, whether it was digging a hole for the pole's new foundation, mixing the cement to hold the pole in place, or sawing off the old pole above the break. The job took two days, plus another day of letting the cement cure before the two together, with far more effort than they'd expected, sank the pole in its place. No sooner had they done so than Elias dashed indoors, emerging a minute later with both the blue-and-gold flag of Mobius, plus the green and gold Banner of Residency. The Colonel, who'd stripped to the waist and was panting heavily from the exertion, found renewed energy as he attached the flags to the rope and raised them. A breeze caught them and sat them waving. It was a gratifying moment for Elias, made even more gratifying when he felt the Colonel place his hand on the boy's shoulder. "Well done, lad," he said quietly, "well done." In the months that followed, the feeling of the compound changed gradually. The Colonel could be as formal as ever, but Elias had come to accept it as "his way." But the Colonel wasn't always mirthless and serious. Especially around the kitchen table, he could be loquacious and light-hearted, as the kitchen became a place not just for eating but for conversation and even laughter. The three of them were, in their own way, turning into a family. There was only one thing needed, Martha told herself, for that to truly come to pass. It happened one Spring morning as Elias and the Colonel finished breakfast and prepared to take their morning walk. Elias kissed Mrs. Sommersby on the cheek, something which the Colonel had slowly but eventually accepted, and the Colonel called out to his wife, "We shan't be long, Mother." Then they were out the door. Mrs. Sommersby paused. Alec probably wasn't even aware he'd said it, she told herself. But it had been a life time, Jack's lifetime, since he had called her by that name... That's enough, she thought to herself. The dishes still need doing. Then perhaps she'd think about lunch. Something special, but with not quite as many onions as last time. THE END PAUSE FOR BOURGEOIS LEGALITIES: This story is copyright 2002 by Daniel J. Drazen, based on characters and situations created by Ken Penders for Archie Comic Publications' "Knuckles the Echidna" comic. Rabid distribution is freely encouraged so long as you don't try passing it off as your own. If you try to make a buck off of it, you're going to be violating Title 17 of the U.S. Code concerning copyrights. A portion of this story was inspired by the song "Waist Deep In The Big Muddy" by Pete Seeger.